do ur best, naim!

salam'alaik..

Alhamdulillah wa thummalhamdulillah..
wassolatu 'ala rasulillah..

first thing when you see this photo, what come in your mind?

hehe^^ actually tears and watery liquid are dont stop from flowing from my eyes and nose..
got flu fever for two days already..it's really tiring..

my five days of holidays already passed and tomorrow the clinic is going to be like usual..but the unusual thing is that I have to go to the clinic and attend my patients with my watery eyes and nose..Owh, its bad and really uncomfortable..my Fb friends suggested to me to take MC but I've directly reject the suggestion. No more MC for clinical attachment or I'm dead at the end of the semester..Hehe...

and then, lastly what I can just do is that giving full of motivations for myself to continue tomorrow's session with full of spirit and smile(the big one)..^^insyaallah I'll do my best, O ALLAH..

it's already 1.30am when I am thinking update my blog with this short story..since this day I'd just lying down on my 'bed' for the fever, so now when everybody are enjoying their dreams, I've to stay up, touch up my assignment and log book..

so, guys...please always pray for my success.. and hopefully I can become a true mukmin and finfd my own path to HIM..Ameen..

AbuHanzallah
1.42am
Indera Mahkota 6, Kuantan

bELajAr unTuk sEnYum ....H W A I T I N G

just enjoy... berusaha untuk senyum ya naim

ALLAH, over dah nie...hehe

Melangkah ke tahun akhir

“izul, aku rasa takut gila nak masuk final year ni. Tahun ni la tahun paling berat untuk aku..ye la, penentu degree kita kot…”

Lebih kuranglah sedikit dialog antara saya dan izul semalam. Izul (nama penuh ‘Izzul Azfar) is one of my classmate as well as my housemate. Semalam kamu banyak sembang pasal jadual kelas Tahun 4 ni..katanya sangat padat dan penuh dengan klinik..huhu..boleh sakit jantung macam ni. Mana tidaknya, setiap kali ada klinik, memang saya rasa nervous sangat, sebab takut salah dalam mendiagnose pesakit-pesakit yang datang untuk buat eye checkup.. yeah, its normal to have that feeling..but sometime I can become so exaggerate about the feeling..^^,

TAHUN YANG SANGAT PANJANG

I think this year will become longer that it should be. Maybe not in term of time, but the feeling of it.. Final year is full of clinics and practical as well the struggle of finishing the thesis. GULP.. I’m really not ready yet..

So, coming back earlier to Kuantan is the best thing that I can do. Prepare myself, mentally and physically to face the final year. To bear with the face of supervisor and ready to accept all the advice that will be given to me. Aahh..it’s really not easy to do..

DO I NEED TO EXCLUDE MYSELF FROM THE WORLD?

Saya selalu fikirkan perkara ni. Selalu sangat bermain di kepala ni. Dalam mempertimbang keutamaan dan keperluan untuk menimbang kesemua tanggungjawab yang ada. Tapi, dalam pandangan saya sekarang, menumpukan perhatian yang LEBIH kepada pelajaran adalah yang paling utama yang perlu saya buat. Tanngungjawab-tanggungjawab lain terpaksalah diberikan kepada orang lain. Sebab kalau boleh saya tidak mahu mengulang tahun di kampus ini. Harap-harap 4 tahun ni cukup untuk menghabiskan ijazah saya. No need one more year to finish it. IT HURT..huhu

Tapi, saya faham jiwa saya macam mana. Even that so, saya memang tidak akan rasa tenang kalau saya hanya duduk belajar tanpa berbuat sesuatu yang lain. Insyaallah, saya akan bantu mana yang mampu. Cuma in the first place, study come first and first..insyaallah..Pray for me OK?

GAMBATTEE naim..

You can just do it nicely

Have your passion in the study..

(tarik nafas 3 kali, hembus and say)

I CAN DO IT, INSYAALLAH

Kamar Usang Teratak 62/IM6

Kuantan, Pahang